Honestly Not at all. I feel like I’ve done everything I have wanted to in life and now anything else is a bonus. death interest me.. At times I’d say I’m ready for the next chapter of my soul and life & want to die sometimes as weird as that sounds. I crave to be fearless and numb to things thats scare me I’m addicted to adrenaline and things that make me feel alive.
Some days I give 0, some days i give 10000